I thought I should write something - say something - about this. Make it solid, take up more space outside my mind, use resources, paper lead time. 

Since you left I felt a peace, a slow peace, within myself. This does not mean you created war. I am the kingdom of my own body. But, also, yes :  because I am my body, that is why you move me. 

MORE! Give me more! Move me, let him move me - you you you you! You do not move in the right ways, you do not touch me here and there. Him, I want him. 

This, my body says to me and reminds me to a point that it squeezes my mind, squeezes my legs, my hands sweat and my mouth waters - juicy watermelon juice - the enzymes are ready and we are creating a place for you to easily settle in to. Come and move me, move all of me.